Between Life And Friends

In this world, I was not friends, as if going kumenari, drifted and ran on the verge of a virtual dream. Seemed clear pure white without stain fighting and dark without any black people who were next to me. Friends of ....?

That's what I was looking for. A person who mngerti will feel.

And ..., until finally I found him in class sebuahruang terhuni no, just me alone and he was the one. He was was a girl my age the same with the feeling that my heart is always quiet. Angina feels soft face and rub all over my body. The birds were singing, as if forcing me to move my little lips and let out my heart is always empty without occupants.
With shame I step closer to myself to him. His eyes always radiate loyalty. And with feelings of doubt I called her name "Hi Sarah ..." he too smiled at me, smiling sweetly exhale Rinduku sense of the presence of a friend next to me who always accompany the journey of my life.

In saaat that I hold her hand and I took him out of the classroom Develop a feel for how delighted my heart, accompanied in the company with a bright, cloudless sky and the atmosphere during the day is so beautiful. I have found a friend first. During that time I also showed him a bunch of birds lined up electric poles disebuah indahnyaalam enjoy this. And I say to him

"You know what? I want to be like they are always accompanied by the always are close by, and accompanied to the road to heaven of freedom. ' He looked binngung and mengjawab "You mean what? I'm afraid to answer it. However, I was forced and I will answer "I will miss the presence of a friend beside me, and I want you to meet my wishes. "With fear I'm waiting for an answer from him and eventually he menggerakkanbibirnya and pronounce. "Ok .. I also love you! "

I scream my success. I thanked him and I'm sure he was the friend of my first and last

Wheel of life continues to spin. Navigating my time with him. Fill the days with lots of stories. And one year I went through it all, I will also menyhadari be imperfections. I always made ​​him moody and was forced to accept me. Time is so cruel me and sarah had a fight.

Three days I sat there alone, walking without direction, lonely lonely and alone. My stand on this earth with the fragility of the liver. On the 13th has arrived my heart is fragile like a termite eaten wood yanhg porous helpless. At that time I sat on the terrace of the class. Are accompanied by some red ants marching. Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat of the presence of Sarah in front of my eyes were teary could not bear to hold back tears this sin. I am always wrong and selfish

I never thought she said

"I know how you feel, you're so terlukakan? And actually I can understand your feelings ".

If I answer with iask upset crying scratched my wounds and I thought those words would

"Never mind I realized I was wrong, but why you should avoid me?"

With the feeling that he was afraid to answer

"Actually, I can accept you, but Rani has always hated and shirk if I'm still close to you! Ris I'm sorry! "

I can accept it with all my heart that returned intact. My happy hatikupun laughing happily and alampun welcomed me with a smile. Flowers are blooming. The love that grows is always there even though all it should need to sacrifice.

And after the incident, Rani will admit her feelings are wrong and he's now become my second friend. Beitu lot of my natural life journey with them. Jokes, laughter and joy I have felt with them. until now I have four good friends and faithful, together, to struggle together to reach a dream my side.

One time I reflect and think of the meaning of my life I've lived with them. Two years to the day that is always running and never coming back. Earth's sky, stars and moon watching everything I do and I have found my answer for this search. That life should be experiencing contention and actual events and the lives we live is a challenge for us. Do you give up, because the liver is the key to everything steadiness.